Death of an Innocent

I went to a party, Mom,
I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom,
Even though the others said I should.

I know I did the right thing, Mom,
I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom,
As everyone is driving out of sight.

As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.

I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.

As I lay there on the pavement, Mom
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.

I'm lying here dying, Mom...
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.

There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time.

I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.

He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank
And I will die.

Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.

The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,
And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare.

Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.

Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom.
I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you,
you were always there.

I have one last question, Mom.
Before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive,
So why am I the one to die?



Ladies and Gents, if you do go out tonight please be safe! AAA and Budweiser are offering a free ride AND free car tow to your house tonight. Have fun but please keep safe! If you drink and can't get a ride call 1-800-AAA-HELP and they will come pick you up!

Life is that you make of it.........

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."— Marilyn Monroe

Ok im back......

Hiii! Sorry I haven't been on in a while, not that anyone is listening :/ I really need to advertise my boring blog. Soo a lot has happened since i was last on, I drank the water again.. i bit by the bug... i caught the fever... I'M HAVING ANOTHER BABY!! yep.. laugh all you want, i do sometimes! Yes we know what prevents it, we know what causes it... i just love it! who are you to judge :P I am currently 23 weeks pregnant, and out of my mind. Its another girl... yep, Nick apparently doesn't make boys. Fine by me, depressing for him. Oh well! I... we.. haven't decided on a name yet, I have lots that i like, none that i love.. except Ava Brynn... i am hung up on it. Poo-Head Nick isn't a fan though. But hey.. if I am growing this child, housing this child, birthing this child, ruining my far from sexy body for this child, i feel like i should choose the name! I mean come on.. If nick got a dog, trained it, fed it, walked it, and took it hunting.. do you think Id be able to name it? "here princess" Are you out of your mind! So i want to say we are going with the name Ava, but he says no.. Hmmm he might get some "birthing drugs" when it comes time to fill out the birth cert ;) ok well the princess are sick and we are off to the docs, i think they have the croup.. oh the joys! Toodles~